Saturday, April 19, 2008

Do you have the right to love someone?

Sometimes I wonder... Do I really have the right to love someone?

And is there a chance for me to be happy ever after with my very own prince charming? Or am I doomed to be the witch of the tale forever?

The only thing I long for is a steady relationship but the more I want it the more difficult it seems... And then I start thinking if the right guy is out there or he's just by my side and I can't see it, or it's just that I have huge expectations beyond normal and after all I am crazy, I do have issues.

But since when it's soooo bad for the boys to try to win us? Is it a sin if I want a guy to work it for me? I'm tired of kissing frogs and I AM tired of being the "good one", the "housewife", the "tender"... I WANT SOMEONE WHO WORKS HIS ASS TOO! I want someone who doesn't think about having a "one side relationship" where here I am doing most of the effort to like him or to make it work.

This is not a "guy-broke-my-heart" entry, this is just how I feel right now and I do feel like having a real relationship. I want to stop fooling around. I want someone to love me and if he says so well I need to see it in his actions.

I want communication, for him to tell me what's going on FOR REAL, not making any excuses which make me feel worst. I am comprehensive, I'll understand =)

Finally I'm going to keep trying to find that "Mr. Right", someone who wants to run by my side, someone who will make me feel special and most important, someone who loves me for me.

I'd never tell you one lie, I'd never let you down
I'd never leave, I'd be the one who'd always be around
Baby give me a chance

I'd pull the sun out from the sky to light your darkest night
I wouldn't let one drop of rain fall down into your life
Put your heart in my hands

Believe me baby, I could never do you wrong
And I would never paint your world blue
And if sometimes it seems I must have lost mind
I might be crazy but I'm crazy about you...

I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Do anything you want me to
I'd even sell my soul for you
I'd do it all for you
If you'd just believe in me

Just take a look in my eyes, you'll see a love that's blind
Just take a hold of my hand, I'll take you to paradise
Ain't a star that's too far

Your every wish will be a wish that I will make come true
And if you want the moon I swear I'll bring it down for you
Let me into your heart

Believe me baby got your name carved on my soul
You're the only one that I'll give it to
Go let 'em say that I'm I fool to act this way
'Cause if I'm crazy, I'm just crazy 'bout you...

I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Move mountains if you want me to
I'd walk across the fire for you
I'd walk on the wild for you
If you'd just believe in me...

And you will never see a day I'll ever break your heart
You'll see the sky fall down before it ever gets that far
I'll show you heaven every second that you're in my arms
Baby I'm crazy, but I'm crazy about you!

1 comment:

  1. You do have the right to love someone, and to be loved back with the same intensity. Remember that a relationship takes two sides to work on it (at least for us, the boring monogamies xD ). Get a grip darling, remember how much you a re worth of. ;)


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