Wednesday, September 10, 2008

What's gonna happen tomorrow?

"I have to believe it will be alright in the end"
- Duran Duran -

There are times when we punish those we need most, don't we?

Oh well, dull as always I feel I'm missing some inspiration for my entries. The time when I longed for a good essay is gone. Now I feel I'm lacking something inside, the words... the "muse".

And although I could write pages and pages of a certain something... It would still be nothing... At all.

A heart filled with dust and sand. A place where I don't belong. Just this echo in my head. Those words I forgot to say.

No, pardon me, I'm not really good at writing poems, not even close I believe. And I don't like them, I really don't. They are often boring, corny and not my style so I'm not even gonna try to sound poetic or so. Don't get me wrong, my melancholy is taking control more than I'd like to. Sigh, nevermind.

Still, I'm going to place this piece of art here. It really touched my heart. I want my beloved one to read this to me when I can no longer belong to someone else...

"Though still in bed,
my thoughts go out to you,
my Immortal Beloved,
now and then joyfully, then sadly,
waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us
- I can live only wholly with you or not at all -

Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you
until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really
at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped
in you into the land of spirits -

Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained
since you know my fidelity to you.
No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never -
Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves.
And yet my life in V is now a wretched life -

Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men
- At my age I need a steady, quiet life -
can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told
that the mailcoach goes every day -
therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once

- Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence
can we achieve our purpose to live together -
Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you
- you - you - my life - my all - farewell.
Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

ever thine
ever mine
ever ours".

-Beethoven-

3 comments:

  1. Can't forget you hate poetry XD

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  2. "What's gonna happen tomorrow?"

    Deppends on the Large Hadron Collider. xD

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  3. "ever thine
    ever mine
    ever ours".

    luv it. I want to feel like a part of something important. the "Us".

    The time when is not just "you and me", when nothing else matters.

    *sigh*

    after all, I'm a hopeless romantic.

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