Sunday, August 24, 2008

Winds of change

People change
Feelings change...

I've had this feeling, someone whispered it to my hear. My heart is changing, so is my life.

Nothing will ever be the same for I will not remain here anymore. I have been so shallow and vain. Not anymore.

World... Here I come.

Monday, August 18, 2008

Bent

Este cuatrimestre ha sido de locos, por eso casi no he hecho entradas. Pero esta semana eso se acaba y tendré más tiempo libre.

Les dejo una canción que siempre me ha encantado =)

Cómo me gusta Matchbox 20... Rob Thomas... =F

BENT - MATCHBOX 20

If I fall along the way
Pick me up and dust me off
And if I get too tired to make it
Be my breath so I can walk

If I need some other love
Give me more than I can stand
And when my smile gets old and faded
Wait around I'll smile again

Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me and then
Just hold me again

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that Ill never
Get put back together

You're breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent

If I couldn't sleep could you sleep
Could you paint me better off
Could you sympathize with my needs
I know you think I need a lot

I started out clean but I'm jaded
Just phoning it in
Just breaking the skin

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that Ill never
Get put back together

You're breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent

Start bending me
Its never enough
I feel all your pieces

Start bending me
Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in

Shouldn't be so complicated
Just touch me and then
Just touch me again

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that Ill never
Get put back together

You're breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent


Thursday, August 14, 2008

...

... I'm giving more than I can get... Again.

I feel so stupid and it hurts, really, but I can't help it. It's like a drug... The perfect drug.



"Turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
The more I give to you the more I die"

Monday, August 04, 2008

This is me

Esta soy yo...

Tarada, atarantada, torpe, amargada, estresada, valeverguista, cabeza dura, chapa... Perdón, SUPER chapa, antipática, odiosa...

Sé que puedo ser todo eso y más, sé que a veces puedo ser un gran dolor de pelotas pero también sé que todo eso se compensa con la clase de persona que puedo llegar a ser... Con la clase de cariño que puedo brindar a mi pareja. Y si nadie quiere verlo, o valorarlo, o tomarlo en cuenta, o darme una oportunidad... Pues ese nadie se lo pierde. B)

Yo por mi parte seguiré mi vida como siempre, con la cabeza alta, sin complejos ni resentimientos.

Que venga lo que sigue, estoy lista. Puedo afrontarlo.

Shine - Imogen Heap

Rain drain my play away
Sun gun me down and burn me
Nature hates me today
My head distorts reality

Madness just moved into my shadow

Shine - i will not cry and i will not die no
Shine - i will be there for me
Shine - i will not cry and i will be mine
I'll shine - shine

Who waltzed me into this
And i now stuck here forever
Luck just gave me a kiss
Then lashed me down with a leather strap

Trying to learn to swim without any water

Trying just to begin just when you're in for the slaughter

Shine - i will not cry and i will not die no
Shine - i will be there for me
Shine - ill be just fine if i stay all mine
I'll shine - shine,

You will love me as a winner




You will love me when I shine =)

Friday, August 01, 2008

I'm Joy's Broken Heart...


I don't wanna be alone Everyday I'll live through this alone - Cold -

And here we go again... Gee, it was a long time since my last heartbreak. And I truly thought this time it was going to work. But it didn't.

And it's not his fault, nor mine... That's what hurts me the most, that we had something, it was something, and now it's nothing.

It was the best damn thing I had in my whole life. Thank you baby, it was worth it.

I really loved you. Really.



Sally's Song

I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend

And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be

What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last

And will we ever end up together?
no, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one